http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sVNAp1C8LIw
this song is 'The Freshman' by The Verve Pipe. It is amazing. and really desribes the year for me. they are a one hit wonder of the 90's if you were wondering. I woke up to this song the other day and was sobbing by the end. enjoy!
Saturday, April 4, 2009
Thursday, January 22, 2009
dot dot dot
just posting for the heck of it. all my new material still stinks. i haven't had time to edit in forever, but i really like a lyric set i'm working on now. and my old stuff, well i'm just lazy there. so yeah. hi everyone. bye
Sunday, January 11, 2009
Flowers on My Grave
Here's my version of a Christmas song for y'all. written on yep u guessed it Xmas.
Sorry, i forgot to love you, but don't worry i'm still here waiting for the flowers you'll never send. it's christmas day and i curl up on the couch waiting for the realitives to leave so i can get online and talk to you. CHORUS:This is so damn hard. hiding behind all these pretenses, trying not to let how much i really care slip. you don't see the tears i cry every night and i hope you never do.// everyday is a struggle for me and everytime i look at you my heart breaks a little bit more. now i'm doing what i swore i never would, i'm down on my knees begging you to stay. i want those flowers you swore you'd never send so bad. CHORUS i never imagined i'd get a happy ending. i knew i wouldn't be surprised. i always knew you wouldn't die, you'd never send those floweres. everyday's a struggle and it won't end until the last time i close my eyes. i close my eyes.
so yeah, i know it's ridden with godawful cliches. but somehow i like it. what do y'all think? happy new year! i'd also like to reccomend a band i've recently fallen in love with: senses fail. they are amazing! so with that i bid you adieu for now.
Sorry, i forgot to love you, but don't worry i'm still here waiting for the flowers you'll never send. it's christmas day and i curl up on the couch waiting for the realitives to leave so i can get online and talk to you. CHORUS:This is so damn hard. hiding behind all these pretenses, trying not to let how much i really care slip. you don't see the tears i cry every night and i hope you never do.// everyday is a struggle for me and everytime i look at you my heart breaks a little bit more. now i'm doing what i swore i never would, i'm down on my knees begging you to stay. i want those flowers you swore you'd never send so bad. CHORUS i never imagined i'd get a happy ending. i knew i wouldn't be surprised. i always knew you wouldn't die, you'd never send those floweres. everyday's a struggle and it won't end until the last time i close my eyes. i close my eyes.
so yeah, i know it's ridden with godawful cliches. but somehow i like it. what do y'all think? happy new year! i'd also like to reccomend a band i've recently fallen in love with: senses fail. they are amazing! so with that i bid you adieu for now.
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
Life,Love,Death
Dancing barefoot on the cold wood floor waiting for a call that's never gonna come. The angst is slowly fading, but my toenails are still painted black. My own personal little sacrifice. CHORUS:Life will go on without you,love. I can make it on my own. Everyday is my personal little hell,but time will make it better is what they say.// I look around at all the signs. That the world never knew you were even here. The trains keep going and the stores keep closing. The world just won't stop. CHORUS In my world there's a hole that's slowly healing but the tears still come as i'm dancing. Just because the world don't notice don't mean that i don't.
For you, korry. well that's one of the songs i wrote after she died. and a first, and probably last, two songs in a post. this one is the other i wrote for korry. it's called On Your Terms
Knowing it will never be the same again, not getting to say goodbye. They all say that i'm taking it too hard, but they just don't want to know that it's not gonna be ok. someday maybe it'll be normal, but they don't know she's gone. I want to run, but running can't make me escape myself. i can take the pain, but it still ain't going away. CHORUS:I'm not gonna drag u out of the whole you're digging yourself into like you'd do to me. you need to know what it feels like and you need to know on your own terms.// it hurts to watch the world flounder around me, without her. i feel like i'm stuck as a rock just there to be sat upon. it takes a lot to break me, but life finally got the chisel in just right. CHORUS someday it will be okay, but right now the wounds are still bleeding. dig yourself in deeper.
i know this is a ridiculously long post, but it's easier for me to get this all out in one big blow. i personally like life,love, death best, but comment and vote!!
For you, korry. well that's one of the songs i wrote after she died. and a first, and probably last, two songs in a post. this one is the other i wrote for korry. it's called On Your Terms
Knowing it will never be the same again, not getting to say goodbye. They all say that i'm taking it too hard, but they just don't want to know that it's not gonna be ok. someday maybe it'll be normal, but they don't know she's gone. I want to run, but running can't make me escape myself. i can take the pain, but it still ain't going away. CHORUS:I'm not gonna drag u out of the whole you're digging yourself into like you'd do to me. you need to know what it feels like and you need to know on your own terms.// it hurts to watch the world flounder around me, without her. i feel like i'm stuck as a rock just there to be sat upon. it takes a lot to break me, but life finally got the chisel in just right. CHORUS someday it will be okay, but right now the wounds are still bleeding. dig yourself in deeper.
i know this is a ridiculously long post, but it's easier for me to get this all out in one big blow. i personally like life,love, death best, but comment and vote!!
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Sorry... again
I know i promised a post, but there's been a recent death in my inner circle so next week... sorry. I'm trying, i really am. Life just keeps getting in the way
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Quick Hi!
I know i've been gone for a month, but been busy busy busy. Then my computer got a virus... and yeah. so i'll post a real song later, but just wanted to make sure this was still here actually...
Sunday, September 21, 2008
A Little Too Late For Love
Who are you? What have you done? You ain't the boy i knew. Has it really been that long? I could swear it was just yesterday the last time i saw you. You were sweet and freckled-faced with not a care in the world. Now you're sad and solemn-eyed like you've seen too much. I guess you know the pain of a broken heart now. Did i really hurt you as bad as you hurt me? I know it was me 'cause beleive it or not i've been keepin' tabs on you and i know you ain't seen anybody else but me for three long years. They said we were meant to be together forever, but we fell apart before forever was over, yeah. You said you were over me, but i guess you were lyin'. You never were the kind to show how you felt about anything at all. But i guess it's too late to do anything about it now. It's a little too late for love.
That's a 12.27.06 song. There's a few good lines, but i feel that it's rather poorly written overall. It's never felt quite... finished to me. well... talking to a friend so more later.
That's a 12.27.06 song. There's a few good lines, but i feel that it's rather poorly written overall. It's never felt quite... finished to me. well... talking to a friend so more later.
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