Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Life,Love,Death

Dancing barefoot on the cold wood floor waiting for a call that's never gonna come. The angst is slowly fading, but my toenails are still painted black. My own personal little sacrifice. CHORUS:Life will go on without you,love. I can make it on my own. Everyday is my personal little hell,but time will make it better is what they say.// I look around at all the signs. That the world never knew you were even here. The trains keep going and the stores keep closing. The world just won't stop. CHORUS In my world there's a hole that's slowly healing but the tears still come as i'm dancing. Just because the world don't notice don't mean that i don't.
For you, korry. well that's one of the songs i wrote after she died. and a first, and probably last, two songs in a post. this one is the other i wrote for korry. it's called On Your Terms
Knowing it will never be the same again, not getting to say goodbye. They all say that i'm taking it too hard, but they just don't want to know that it's not gonna be ok. someday maybe it'll be normal, but they don't know she's gone. I want to run, but running can't make me escape myself. i can take the pain, but it still ain't going away. CHORUS:I'm not gonna drag u out of the whole you're digging yourself into like you'd do to me. you need to know what it feels like and you need to know on your own terms.// it hurts to watch the world flounder around me, without her. i feel like i'm stuck as a rock just there to be sat upon. it takes a lot to break me, but life finally got the chisel in just right. CHORUS someday it will be okay, but right now the wounds are still bleeding. dig yourself in deeper.
i know this is a ridiculously long post, but it's easier for me to get this all out in one big blow. i personally like life,love, death best, but comment and vote!!